‘Dojo Johnjohn’ continued where ‘Letters to Heaven’ left off, moving from loss and Divine connection, to the unexpected journey of motherhood. She began journaling for her child, envisioning a record of milestones, laughter, tears, and wisdom she thought this incoming soul would appreciate having when it was older. Life unfolded differently, however, and with no medical diagnosis for 14 years, she affectionately dubbed her son’s condition nonconformitosis—an innate tendency toward extreme originality. She continued to journal and it became an emotional refuge as she watched all her old paradigms dissolve. She likened the experience to a caterpillar breaking down in its cocoon, forced to transform. She wrote of her journeys through fear, surrender, and unconditional love. The lessons from ‘Letters to Heaven’ deepened as she applied them to raising a child who defied all norms. As she observed his neurological challenges, she recognized striking parallels to her own spiritual struggles—what she came to understand as her own form of spiritual disability and spiritual autism. Navigating moments of hardship, surrender, and deep revelation, she learned to see life not through its limitations, but through the infinite potential of the heart. She hopes that by sharing this journal, that you too, within your own set of struggles, can explore the power of unconditional love, the wisdom hidden in life’s greatest challenges, and the unseen forces that shape our souls.